Waiting for films uploading is always boring therefore I can post something in my Blog....
I am in Prague now and today is the 5th month that I stayed in the Europe and I will go back to Taiwan as a normal man not a traveler or backpacker. My trip will be finished in 10 days and here will be many things that I have to do.
After this period of traveler's life, it's really time to return my "normal" life. Finding a job is an urgent quest for me because I am no more a student and I am already not young, either. My parents have supported me more than 27 years and I think it's the time I must pay them back.
Maybe it's also a good timing to talk another thing. Last year I have my first girl friend at that time and our relationship ended in lass than 5 months. (but I think we only have "good" relationship in less than 3 months.) I thought much after that. (of course not "her") I wonder about the reason that why can't I maintain a "normal" relationship with a girl and how can I be a better "boy friend" or "man". It seems that I didn't do very good about last relationship. (I don't wanna talk about her part, just myself.) There are something that I haven't done well.
First of all, the beginning is not very good. I think I really didn't love her a lot just as I said at that time. I only thought that she was a nice girl and single. Maybe there were some possibility between us. After some accidents, I forced to tell her that and she rejected me at the first time. Maybe it would be much better if she didn't say yes to me later several days after she rejected me.
I think there is a big problem that we didn't have the "I-Mei" period(forgive my poor English = =) We didn't understand even love each other a lot(I think) but we got together. After the beginning of our relationship, I spent a lot of time to try to love her and understand her more because she was my girl friend. I think that I loved her more with time but I found that I still didn't understand her a lot. I didn't know why could she would rather spend more time on other things but not me. We even only met twice a week during the last period of our relationship but we just lived in the buildings that distance were less than 30 meters! She thought that's enough for us but I didn't think so. (Maybe the true reason is "she is not so into me"....lol)
It's really not a good experience to explain such a bad thing especially in English but I really want to write down something about it. I think I've learned a lot during this failure(maybe) and it seems a good timing to have a whole new life, isn't it? I will get a job, meet more girls and have another relationship soon!(hope so) Maybe it would be my new year's wish....haha.
The files are still uploading and I can only just wait and see....Good luck to myself!(include these films XD)